will i go to hell if…?

no one knows their destination. all we can do is our best to Please The God & be as upright as we can. Prophet Muhammad said to just do deeds for a person will find easy to do the deeds that will lead them to their destined place. plus, we should not judge others for he said that a person could be doing the deeds of one destined to hell fire, so much so that they are about to enter it, then towards the end of their life, which none of us knows when that is, what is decreed for that person starts to kick in & they will do the deeds of paradise till they enter it. & vise versa. so just do your best & hope for The God’s Mercy, for He is The Oft Forgiving, The Most Merciful, He over looks & forgives much. but one should also, never feel so safe that they do whatever they want without the fear of consiquences because they believe, “oh, The God will forgive me,” one can’t trick The God, He Knows our intentions & our inner thoughts, – He judges us by our intentions.

Narrated Sa`d bin Sahl As-Sa`idi:                        The Prophet looked at a man fighting, he was injured and, seeking to die quickly, he placed the blade tip of  his sword between his breasts and leaned over it till it passed through his shoulders (i.e., committed  suicide).” The Prophet added, “A person may do deeds that seem to the people as the deeds of the  people of Paradise while in fact, he is from the dwellers of the (Hell) Fire: & similarly a person may  do deeds that seem to the people as the deeds of the people of the (Hell) Fire while in fact, he is from  the dwellers of Paradise. Verily, the (results, i.e. the rewards of) deeds done, depend upon the last actions.” verily, ( of) the deeds  are decided by the last actions (deeds)”. 

on a side note: nothing is bad enough in this life to make us destroy any chances of good in the next life. life is full of test & trails. pain & heartache. but The God wants us to be patient, stay strong, endure, for He Is with the patient & steadfast. this life is not for one who strives to please The God & strives for the hereafter, this life is a prison for the believer, because we are limited by what The God has made lawful & unlawful, we are not free to do as we please & we fear the consequences of wrong doing. this life is paradise for the disbelievers, because they do not believe in The God, therefore do not fear the consequences of their wrong doing. so be patient, steadfast in keeping your duty to The God & endure. this life is temporary, but the hereafter is eternal. don’t destroy your life & the lives of those you leave behind who love you by killing yourself. there may not seem like there is an end to the pain, & The God said that those before us were tested so much that even The Prophet with them said, when will The Help of The God come, The God said truly The Help of The God is ever near. so we should ask Him to make a way for us & for whomever else is going through difficulties.